Saturday, May 1, 2010

Child Institute

We toured the Child Institute yesterday on Mercer Is.
Don't know if I am scared, shocked or excited? It was hard to see some of the kids and what they were going through? My heart is sad to see kids who are not in control. Harry seemed so normal compared to these kids, which in its self was a little scary to think of sending him here. He is no way as bad as 90% of those kids, it was shocking to see. Maybe he is worse than I thought? Maybe I am thinking too much into it? Maybe he is not as bad as I think and we just need to keep searching for the thing that works for him in a normal environment? Feeling a little lost today (OK more lost than normal!) Its overwhelming still, I love him so much and that is why it is so hard!!!